.....LiVinG wIthOuT U.....

2011-12-06T06:48:00.000-08:00

Whenever i read back older post, i will laugh..
How i wish time travel back to e past where i'm still a kid haha..
Well, i find this is still e best web to express every of my feeling because not everyone can read it..
Hrmmm ouhyeaa! i miss my dairy alot :S.. Where should be dairy missing to ahhs?
And i miss taking photos around ! till then~~

mummy

2011-04-10T11:17:00.000-07:00

To my beloved mum...

Im sorry for hurting your feeling by falling sick...

Whatever still i always love you though...

And i promise to be a good boy always although peoples do think that i'm bad...

I will stay humble even it's not my fault...

I knew only you and god does know how im feeling right now...

Love you mummy :)

how i wish to go with love ones...

2011-04-10T10:27:00.000-07:00

This is how...

I treasure my time...

Going to beautiful places...

Appreciate to Allah...

For what he's given us...

And now, my mind is peace from all hardship..

However, it gona be more to come! :)

eloooooo :)

2011-04-04T08:29:00.001-07:00

hey! what a webby blog i got here! lol! it really a long time that this blog is not updated! weheeee sorry eyh! quite busy with stuff outside.. sheeeesh! :S

2010-11-25T10:22:00.000-08:00

Sekian lama kita terpisah...

Ahkirnya kita berjumpa..

Bagai sebuah cerita cinta..

Senyuman yang kau ukirkan..

Selalu bermain di mata hingga terbawa di dalam lena..

Bila ku pejam mata..

Dirimu yang menjelma..

Bertemu kite di dalam mimpi indah..

Ku sering terfikir kan mu kasih..

Tak putus doa ku hulur padamu..

Moga terbuka pintu hatimu..

Untuk ku membukti kan kejujuran ku..

............

2010-11-23T12:23:00.000-08:00

Hey hey hey! omg! all those post was really old!!!! hahaha..

Well after a YEAR never update this spidey webby blog finally got something to post!

hrmmm first of all, im still e same as how i am in e past. But but e only different is i have to continue my journey alone.. i have stop contacting her completely and e last text was e few days after i enlisted to Ns. Ouhyaaaa!!! finally im a Ns boi boi huhuhr! haha! well e result was abit disappointment as i didn't get to what i wanted. Instead of handling with crime now i am fighting with fire.. tsk! so basically now im a Civil Defence!! haha but whatever it is i have to cherish with what i got. Nothing is to feel regret because after 1years plus i will ORD and going back to study! heeees. At first, my performance was really sucks as i took a lot of MC just in a month till i nearly got charge for mingling with e law. Even my officer doesn't like me. But who cares? haha

After a while i began to realize whatever i am doing was not right. So alhamdullilah i get to manage with it and yeah i'm more equip and adapt with things that i doing now. :) okok enough of Ns story bla bla bla.... hahaha

Next please!....

hrmmmm about my life?? hmmms. Theres too much story but i will share e most memorable time in 2010. Well starting of e year, nothing much changes in me until one find day i got to intro into business world. At first i thought it just a dream that will not come true. But i don't why i still decide to join. haha so during my first month, i did try my best to fight for my income. It's not easy as what i thought. But thru my persevere, i really get what i deserved. I became a youngest Senior Director and ontop of that, i'm earning 7K in a month. I was really happy knowing that i can fulfill my mummy wishes. She wants to go for holiday and want to take her FIRST FLIGHT!! :). Then i realize that everything in this world is possible if we could do something different that is worthwhile!

2009-11-19T10:57:00.000-08:00

okaaaaays its jus me weeee =)

@ Camp Reselience pulau ubin

2009-11-05T23:38:00.000-08:00

I Love to Climb...

I Love to Jump...

I Love to Fly...

I jus LOVE outdoor!!!

2009-10-16T10:25:00.001-07:00

ELOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!! :)

LoNG time NO see! haha! n Its tiMe tO bLoG noW! haha!

huhr? waud? tmrw den blog? cannot lei! tmrw i workin! so cannot blog tmrw! kwang3!

okok! lame ehs! PULS! heh!

So, alot alot ALOT of things happen to me in these days... JENGS3!!

So, jus recover from sick AGAIN..... HISH!!

So, im totally exhausted because of work... BANG3!! DIE?? ofcoz NOOO!! mwahaha!jkjk

So, im still jealouse of her!!! who3?? guess urself !! thank u! wehehe

So, i jus realise that im so adventure person ! weird wierd! wink3 !

So, out of sudden blue somthing keep remind me abt one special date which is 150707.. y uhr?

So, im jus wondering....... dotsdotsdotsdots.....

So, i want to end my speech till here....

So, i still got more to update later heh!

So, next........................ e end lorhs! =.=

OUHYA! got more pix to upload soon! weeeee... =)
puuuls signing out! >>>> wiiiinxs! =P

2009-09-15T11:46:00.000-07:00

Elooooos!

Ayy i jus came back from geylang to buy stuffs..

As usual theres alot of ppls! haha like duuuhs!
Ouhs2 I feels so disgusted whenever i see those bitches n plastic girls..
Wana noe y?
Because they are just BLOODY ATTENTION SEEKER! hahs!
Im not fond of anything ehs girls! woooprs! sowie! =P
Who cares if they r pretty or what,
Nevertheless, e attitude absutely sux to e max man! hhaha
See! because of this, i turn to be MEAN n Cruel!
Wooorps! sowie! i jus letting go watever i feels larhs ehs! =P
Without forgetting e MAT n e REPS! haaa
Pls go n find somthing worth to do rather than jus wooing at girls larhs ehs!
OKOK! wtv! I Dun Know, Dun Care *idkdc* heees!<<>>!

Ok next!

Guess wuad? i saw diyana my ex Squadmate! haha!

gOosh! sHe still no diff from last time lols!
Ouhhhs! too bad tak sempat ckp hi! haha! *sowie yers*
To all my Squad, my Mama n Papa!
Which i gona list down below,
Wish u all e best in ur life..
n Happy Raye ehs!
Love u Guys!
*CI Ridzuan >> Fierce Papa <<>
*CI Yati >> Emo Mama<<>
*HOD Saiful >> Canot Get Stress Plus Lame!<<>
*Asst HOD Raiha >> Nagger Plus Makciks! <<>
*ADMIN Muhaimin >> Funny <<>
*Asst ADMIN Jia Wei >> Lost Guy Always <<>
*Physical Trainer M.Agus >> Joker << tingtongtong ="@
*Physical Trainer Wei Xiong >> Lazy <<>
*Campcraft Wei Hai >> No Comment! << ........
*Sec 1 Commander Diyannah >> Raiha's Clone <<>
*Asst Commander Anas >> Blurr Senteng <<>
*Sec 2 Commander Nicholas >> Smart alex <<>
*Asst Commander Amizah >> QUESTION MARK FACE!! >> ???
*Sec 3 Commander Me again... =.=
*Asst Commander Her again... haha =.=
Ouhkay done! haha! gosh! dis is our posting for 2004 - 2006 !

Woahs! dats was SUPERB fast! haha!

GUYS! I WILL NOT FORGET OUR PAST!! :)

Ouhya! not forgetting e abangs2 n kakaks ex greenridge! haha
They r like 4 to 5 diff age from me when i only sec 1..
I really have fun in those day wit u guys! ;)
When i saw some of em, somehow they still noe me!
n OMG! they really grown up! turn to be PRETTY N HANDSOME!
WOWS!
I still remember once before i got bully n teasing by em! haha
It really fun liao!
Ouhs! e best part when silent reading!!
haha! they tickle my side till i started to roll n laugh!! haha!
but nahs luckily wasnt get caught! lols!
HAVE! ONCE only! haha!
I think im e only sec 1 guy who noe all e sec 4 n 5 students! haha
All thanks to my Kakak sdare for makin me to be well known!
Im so lively coz dat time no mat2 n minah2! kwang3
But after they graduate, then only i start to feel so deserted to dat school..
N i realise i got many upper sec fwens than my own batch! haha!
Dats y! lols!
Haiya! I miss em alot! especially Kak Wani n Kak Diyana! :)
Anyway, U guys still e best ahs!
Ouhs2 i realise somthing again!
guess wat?
I DUN HAVE GFIE when still in secondary!! hahaha!
COOOL! :)
Okok! idk y i feel so happy n excited! haha
I guess, TOO MUCH HAPPY MEMORABLE MOMENT!! haha
Well im getting sleepy...huaaaaaaaaa ** yawn2!*

k apuuul! tc! nite! ;)

LAST WORD FROM ME!

I MISS MY SECONDARY SCHOOL LIFE!

2009-09-10T12:48:00.000-07:00

I GOT FEW THING TO POST!

FIRSTLY! ABT MY CAT!! meeeeaaaaoooooows!

Noe wat, she damn cute lately...
Every night sleep beside me, shared one pillow..
N i will hug her.. lols!
N whenever i wake up, she will meeeeoooows! HAHA! n i reply meeeeoooow baaack! kwang3
ouhyaaaa! she will reply everytime i tok to her! hahaha! but too bad i cant understand.. kwang3
I think my cat gone xiao like e owner! hahaha! tingtongtingtong!

OK DATS ALL ABT IT! HAHAHA! now i shall get back to sleep....
zZzZzZzZzZz >> gdnite apuuuuul!!! :)

SECONDLY......

Wait2! I think, i gain weight already! TSKKKKKK!!! ** okay2 dat is so random liao!* hahaha

THIRDLY, getting award......

TODAY IM SO HAPPY...

I GOT EMAIL FROM POLICE ACADEMY..

N SURPRISINGLY......

DAT MY NAME WERE ANNOUNCE...

TO RECIEVE COMMISSIONER POLICE AWARD!!

CANT WAIT TO GET DIS! HEEES!

YAY!!!!YAY!!!!

FOURTHLY, starting work.......

I going to start work again soon.. So will be going bintan for few days.. weeeee!

I LOVE TO BE AN OUTDOORS ADVENTUROUS PERSON!! =)

Fifthly,

Im going cmpb for final check up... on 23 sept! which is on raye dayyyyyy!!!

grrrrrrr!!!!!!!! y mus fall on dat day??!!

PS: **Sha temankan aku leh?? pls2! haha! aku taknak gi sorang!**

LASTLY....

I cant wait to become a MAN! weeeee! NS NS NS!!! WOOOOOO!

Faster2 finish den i want to study again! hah!

ok dats it! haha! cyarhs!

2009-09-10T01:32:00.000-07:00

Well, apul doesnt hate ppl or anyone..
Dun get me wrong aite!
I dun accuse or meant anything..
Im sorry if i made u like dis..
Seriously i dun take anything serious..
Errr ouhkay! im so confuse of myself!

haaaa! aiyoooo puls! wats i've done! tsk!
nvm2.. puase2! kwang3!
okayyys! tc!

ps: to someone, dont get me wrong.. im sorry.. but i dun have any intention to hurt or accuse u..
tssssssk... =(

2009-09-01T02:41:00.000-07:00

ITS TIRING TO CHASE SOMTHING I CAN'T CATCH....

2009-08-16T12:26:00.000-07:00

PIX OF E DAY!!

HAHA

2009-08-13T02:01:00.001-07:00

Ayyyyy!! ppls! HOW R U?? hahaha!

Well i jus came back from instructor course for 5days..

N somehow i make thru all e obstacle n tests...

Firstly i really like the instructor who taught us for e few days!
They really nice n n n haha yaya their english is superb! Somehow i get influence by em also! hahaha...

Secondly, i love Gurkha! urm they r police officers from nepal who serve their training in singapore for like atleast 27years before they can go back to their country! woooahs! sad thing for em isn't it? hahaha! seriously e are freak ppl who are daring out there!
Wouldnt care much for their life.. hahaha!
They jus climb to high tower without any safety or even ladder! woahs!
Jump ard like crazy althought the tower quite high! hahaha! they were jus cool man!
Not only dat! i love thier body man! hahaha! DAMN DAMN FIT! lols n thier chest like toots!..
Ouhs! i still remember the first time i saw em, they were damn fierce la! hahaha
Wouldnt smile even if i jus smile at em! haha
Then out of 5 or 6, eventually 2 went in e same group wit me...

I was like CRAP!!!! SHITTTT!!! DAMMMNNN!!! hahaha!
How to work wit em man!?! they are fierce ppl! lols...
Erm one of em is CHIEF PT INSTRUCTOR! woahs!
But as e day goes by, i tried to be closer n frenly to em.....
n yeah! i managed to break thru e glass! nyahahaha!
They always disturb me! n distract me whenever i concentrating with wat i doing! wth! hahaha
Well they are kind ppls unlike singaporean!too bad! haha! they r not lazy n greedy ppls.. lols..
Thus they offer me ciggerate but i refuse to take because e ciggerate like damn strong type from nepal! hahaha! den noe wat? they also offer me to eat DEER meat! hahah! ouuuuhhhkaaaaay! seeing quite nice la hehs! hahaha!

N finally i very close to one of the those GURKHA! hahah e CHIEF PT! hahaha!

Now i really miss em really lots uhq e fun days we had! haix! =(.. IF ONLY I COULD BECOME FITTEST LIKE EM.......... HAHAHA =X

Thirdly,

As for my other team mates.. I get to learn their cultural, share our experience n share their ns life.. Cool Man! hahaha So they were from civil defence n got posted to become as a FI for NCDCC....
Erm well one of my team mates, shahir, the sad thing dat happen to him is he got fined $300 for throwing e ciggerate anyhow at kranji.. n got caught before e day we book in back to campsite..
So e next day after we book in, he was damn still pissing off n couldnt concentrate of wat he doing.. sobs! =X! hahaha but still he is a FREAK JOKER LARHs! hahaha!

ok larhs! its endless if i want to talk more abt e course.. hahaha! so yarhs!

IM NOW A QUALIFIED INSTRUCTOR IN CAMP RESELIENCE...

WEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!

ouhya! I also snap some pix! haha ok goooo peeeps!

tc......

I LOVE US! HAHA

Apul, Habil, Andrew

Armit, Puul

Instructor Micheal , n Apul

My close Gurkha Buddy!!!!!!

DY henry, Chem, Apul

2009-06-30T13:33:00.000-07:00

ITE-Simei * Singing club *

(fwenz)

*One of Our practise b4 e real performance*

So yeah dis is us in singing club. Get to learnt alot of things.

I could still remember e first time i step into class, one of vocal teacher asked me to sing any song without a music.

I came so nervous after she announce, only who she thinks got potential will get to stay. wooooah..

luckily im not e only one first time to try out e trail. Theres few also uhq. So yeah i sang one song from taufik.. n everyone including my seniors were staring at my face.. i was damn shaky but in e end i been selected one of those contestant.

After dat i get to knew my new fwens. They were very cool ite boys i had ever seen. Ouhya n thier voice is superb! hahs. We get to shared n learn diff style n exchange knowledge from each other. Noe wad? ITS NOT EASY TO SING LIAO! It takes time to learn for sure. haks.

Now after i left out from ite in mid '08, i really miss all of em...

So yeah all e best fer e new student entering singing club ehs!

~apuuuul~

2009-06-15T13:59:00.000-07:00

eyyyy!!!

iM juS havIn a LOL cOnVo wiT onE oF uNknOwn pPl.. haha!
fOr e FirSt tyMe wE cHat FeR liKe 3HrS! wTh!!!
okK cUt iT sHoRt n SwEeT!

At e EnD oF e dAy sHe gaVe mE a TeStI n I sAvE iT!
wAnA nOe wAt ShE sAiD??

**apul , ferst tyme we chatted seems like we knew each other for so long . you were diff from other guys . sex is like major thing to them bt nt you , i cn see that you're a sensitive n sentimental person . i know you cherishes your ones . and may you behold a better gf D: wee . i had fun chtting with you . minus the gyler sikit and you're likeable . may we stay frens longer and Kip In Touch .
or even bestfriends.. dots**

haha! iM sO sHoCk lIkE heLL sIaO! OKAYYYY GOGOGO APUUL2! GOGOGO!! HAHA =.=

ouhYa! bTw tHerEs nTg bTwN uS OtHeR ThaN a FwEn... sO yeAh!

IM YET TO BE A PLAYBOY! HAHS!

2009-05-19T09:18:00.000-07:00

Eyyyy back3!!!!...

Finally got somthing to post! wakraks!

ERRR... jus now work for whole day..

NNN slacking ard like NOBODY BUSINESS! HAHA

SO last resort decided to take pix after so long never snap any pix of mine! wahaha

OKOK lazyyy to continue laaa.. hahaha

Sooo yaaa! basically all these pix were snap from e time i woke up till after my work!

L - O - L!

WOOOPS! =P

OKAY DONE! WEHEHEHE!

2009-05-10T13:01:00.000-07:00

HEY! noe wat last week, i went in to anugerah audition...

Supposely i've made thru second audition but unfortunately i can't continue my passion...

I went hospital to X rays my back on the same day for e second round which is so like BLOODY HELL YAAAH!

haiya! all this happen coincidently n in wrong timing! grrrr....

BUT NAHHH ITS OKK.. I WILL REALLY GO FOR IT AGAIN NEXT 2 YEARS.. =)

weeeee~~~

2009-05-08T09:44:00.000-07:00

Eyy...

So i jus after work...

Well today, i find it weird coz e first thing i reached to work...

They gave me a mask wit a glove n asked me to go main entrance..

So when i got there, e first thing dat i saw is table and chair..

Meaning for me to sit... haha duuuhh!

okok den wat next, they gave me thermometer..

Argggh! den i noe it gona be a saikang job liao!!

WAT A PATHETIC DAY SIA.. hahaha

E whole day i sat outside e main entrance waiting for any guest to come n take thier bloody temperature.

HAKZ!!! =Z

TILL I FELT BORED

NOE WAT???

SO I TOOK

SOME OF MY OWN PIX LOLS!

OKOK IM DONE! WAKAKA

2009-05-06T14:39:00.001-07:00

EYYY!!! noe wat?? i found back some of mine old2 pix!!.. HAHAHA!

OMG!! i look damnnn nerd when i was still in SECONDARY SCH!! DAMNNN!!! haaaahs! n i look so SMALL LIAO!!! hahaha..

CLASSMATES

APUL & JAYA

TECHNICAL PEACE..... weeee!!

SO DIS IS WHEN I LOVE COOKING!
ouhyaaaa! i cooked TOM YUM!! hahaha

2009-04-30T13:29:00.000-07:00

Random2 pix!!!! haaaa

2009-04-09T14:30:00.000-07:00

Combined Uniform Group Camp "09

**Just let e pix do e toking yaa**

2009-03-27T12:07:00.000-07:00

eyyy noe somthing??

I JUS LOVE EM!!!

GUESS WHO???

HAHA MY UNIT N CIS!

2009-02-27T11:44:00.000-08:00

Actually, im kinda confuse n really dunnoe wat happens in my life.. its like everything mess up..
n haha really, my brain feeling like cracking soon.. n going to explode soon! haiya...

OUHKAY IM GETTING CRAZIER I GUESS.. HAHA..

HAIZ....

EPUL EPUL EPUL.....

2009-01-06T10:03:00.000-08:00

yeah its me ..... EPUL ..... =D

2008-12-27T02:34:00.000-08:00

THANKS FOR EVERYTHNG AITE....

went out to pasir ris beach....

2007-12-11T12:39:00.000-08:00

11dec07,

Today like finally i went out with all my bestie... went there to release some of my stress.. it was damn dark n quite deserted area laaaa.. SPOOKY TOO. actually dis my first time lar went there.. but i think east coast still da best!. urm wheneva im in stress, i will spent my time beside da beach, sit down on da rocks and start to think back wat i did.. haha.. neVertheless still take some pixs end of the day! lol!

SO HAVE FUN BROWSING MOI PIXS! :)

EPUL'S LEGS! :)

LAY DOWN ON THE ROCKS..... peace!

zul n firdaus

:P:P:P BluEkX:P

me and anas....